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Dear Family
I'm still kind of speechless concerning what happend this morning, but i just have to try to share it, because it was so strong and kind of livechanging…..
Actually I see now that it might has started on monday during Kung Fu class. When I had my first bigger Chi Flow then I quite clearely saw myself standing in a bubble of chi. Standing in this Bubble, I felt completely save and free…
Yesterday after my morning training about the same thing happened except that aditionally I could see and feel my ren and du meridian pulsating around me…
This still is something that hasn’t happend fort he first time, I have had similar experiences occasionally before and so I didn’t pay it too much attention exept enjoying it…
Now this morning was different, the experience as such was more or less the same, but it was so strong it felt like getting washed through severely. But still just a very very nice and strong experience. Then, as every morning I sat down to meditate. As I was following my breath
g o i n g d o w n a n d u p a g a i n suddenly a strong, small, blue-white light appeard at my dantian and a peak was coming up out of it and going back in again following my breath.
As I was breathing in it came up and as I was breathing out again it went down in to the small ball again, making it stonger and stronger. Then rings of flaring blueish light appeared around the lightball, making it look somehow like saturn, but this Disc of lightrings seemd to have no end, it went straight through out of my body in to eternity…
At the end of my meditation session like allways I shared the merrits I gained with all scented beings and aspecially with the ones who have done anything wrong in there lives so that they can be forgiven completely and become happy sometime. When i share my blessings and merrits, I do a gesture like in pushing mountain to direct my blessings to the Universe, so that they can be shared. Today my hands and Arms started shaking heavily with energy and I saw white lightbeams shooting out of my palms……
So far for the sensations I experienced, but what really is hard to discribe is the feelings it left me with after I finished my practice so I will have to kind of brainstorm it together, hoping it could be understood…;
I felt totally confused and I felt absolutely clear…
I think I never ever in my life felt so free before….
I was happy happy happy and sad….
It felt like entering a new dimension and simultanisly loosing all dimensions….
It felt like being one with everything and everyone…
I felt that my small mind was only a pea in the Universe my body was at that moment…
Thanks to everybody for being part of my Buddahood and letting me be part of yours….
The bubble around me remaind for about an hour strongly….
I still can feel it
It felt like if someone said to me: Hold thight earthling great things are afoot…..
It felt like dualism has ended
It felt like one expanding to billions to eternaty and vice versus at the same time….
That’s all I can recall at the moment as I think about it now I realize I’m still a bit confused very clearely….
Thank you Sigung
Thank you all you past Masters
Thank you Sifu
and Thank you Shaolin Wahnam Family
Dear Family
I'm still kind of speechless concerning what happend this morning, but i just have to try to share it, because it was so strong and kind of livechanging…..
Actually I see now that it might has started on monday during Kung Fu class. When I had my first bigger Chi Flow then I quite clearely saw myself standing in a bubble of chi. Standing in this Bubble, I felt completely save and free…
Yesterday after my morning training about the same thing happened except that aditionally I could see and feel my ren and du meridian pulsating around me…
This still is something that hasn’t happend fort he first time, I have had similar experiences occasionally before and so I didn’t pay it too much attention exept enjoying it…
Now this morning was different, the experience as such was more or less the same, but it was so strong it felt like getting washed through severely. But still just a very very nice and strong experience. Then, as every morning I sat down to meditate. As I was following my breath
g o i n g d o w n a n d u p a g a i n suddenly a strong, small, blue-white light appeard at my dantian and a peak was coming up out of it and going back in again following my breath.
As I was breathing in it came up and as I was breathing out again it went down in to the small ball again, making it stonger and stronger. Then rings of flaring blueish light appeared around the lightball, making it look somehow like saturn, but this Disc of lightrings seemd to have no end, it went straight through out of my body in to eternity…
At the end of my meditation session like allways I shared the merrits I gained with all scented beings and aspecially with the ones who have done anything wrong in there lives so that they can be forgiven completely and become happy sometime. When i share my blessings and merrits, I do a gesture like in pushing mountain to direct my blessings to the Universe, so that they can be shared. Today my hands and Arms started shaking heavily with energy and I saw white lightbeams shooting out of my palms……
So far for the sensations I experienced, but what really is hard to discribe is the feelings it left me with after I finished my practice so I will have to kind of brainstorm it together, hoping it could be understood…;
I felt totally confused and I felt absolutely clear…
I think I never ever in my life felt so free before….
I was happy happy happy and sad….
It felt like entering a new dimension and simultanisly loosing all dimensions….
It felt like being one with everything and everyone…
I felt that my small mind was only a pea in the Universe my body was at that moment…
Thanks to everybody for being part of my Buddahood and letting me be part of yours….
The bubble around me remaind for about an hour strongly….
I still can feel it
It felt like if someone said to me: Hold thight earthling great things are afoot…..
It felt like dualism has ended
It felt like one expanding to billions to eternaty and vice versus at the same time….
That’s all I can recall at the moment as I think about it now I realize I’m still a bit confused very clearely….
Thank you Sigung
Thank you all you past Masters
Thank you Sifu
and Thank you Shaolin Wahnam Family