Sexual Energy

[8nsteen8]

I have lately starting to smile more and more from the heart and it sometimes gets so strong that i feel like i am merging with cosmos.

When this happens i feel very strong energy building up in my lower spine. The more i merge, stronger and stronger energy builds up and it starts to move towards my heart.

When this happens i start to get erection and leak fluid (the one that prepare us males for lovemaking). And i feel very strong sexual desire arrising.

I do not have a woman at the moment but when i am smiling and merging with the cosmos i feel i really want to share this powerful and beautiful energy, making love in that state of mind would be magical.

I am wondering if i will eventually loose my sexual desire if i let all energy wander up the spine?

/Niklas

[Damian Kissey]

Multipurpose Energy

Dear Niklas ,

Seems that your practise is progressing normally .

So what else may be done :
1) Do more physical or manual work
2) Share your sexual energy in a wholesome relationship.
3) When in quiescent mode , let the energy wander naturally but not forced .....to other body parts like down the legs or up the spine or around the small universe or whole of body.
4) Go into self manifested chi flow .
5) No irrelevant sexual thoughts during chi kung practise .
6) Or maybe it's time to do Shaolin Kungfu or Wahnam Taijiquan.

Best wishes in your daily life ,

damian.

[8nsteen8]

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Dear Damian,

I am starting to realise that i am having more and more energy. Its wierd since i have all my life been struggling with too little energy.

My life is organised in a way to maintain and to fill me up with energy to be able to handle the basic things in life.

So i am not used to this situation since it totally will change my life from maintaining to releasing.

I went out running yesterday for the first time since my football training ended in September. I just went out started to run and stoped 6 kilometers later, and it felt like i hadent run at all. I felt that i had energy to run again right afterwards.

Usually i need a warmup, stretch and to gradually increase the speed and i always feel exhausted afterwards no matter how prepared or "well" trained i am.

This experience opened up my eyes to a new world

Thanks Damian for your post. It was exactly what i needed at the moment.

I will try to use my extra energy wisely to the best benefit of myself and others.

Sincerely,