Great Thread
I found very useful infrmation shared here,and I would like to thank all who participated in it.
This forum is especially know for it's tolerance, respectfull and friendly discussions. But this time this discussion show us that Religion and Spirituality are very hot themes to discuss, and this discussion remember me how religion is so a war generator. that hapenned here, in a small scale, and with people that know how to behave with limits, and have spitirual training, now imagine outside the forum, trhoughout the world...
It's interesting to notice that this sometimes agressive discussion born n a thread about two spiritual systems...There's something wrong here isn't it ? Now I could say practice more and discuss less but who am I to say that...
My brothers just try to undestand, the time you spend in the pointing fingers, would be much more useful if you were stand still, close eyes and clean your mind and focuse on Tao or Nirvana... sinceraly I think you would get more answers this way.
Agressive discussion is not useful at all.
Practice, practice, practice
Blessings
Antidote
I found very useful infrmation shared here,and I would like to thank all who participated in it.
This forum is especially know for it's tolerance, respectfull and friendly discussions. But this time this discussion show us that Religion and Spirituality are very hot themes to discuss, and this discussion remember me how religion is so a war generator. that hapenned here, in a small scale, and with people that know how to behave with limits, and have spitirual training, now imagine outside the forum, trhoughout the world...
It's interesting to notice that this sometimes agressive discussion born n a thread about two spiritual systems...There's something wrong here isn't it ? Now I could say practice more and discuss less but who am I to say that...
My brothers just try to undestand, the time you spend in the pointing fingers, would be much more useful if you were stand still, close eyes and clean your mind and focuse on Tao or Nirvana... sinceraly I think you would get more answers this way.
Agressive discussion is not useful at all.
Practice, practice, practice
Blessings
Antidote
) waiting for some real evidence to support that theory.
Thanks for the reminder.
and it maybe over some people heads (like mine) at times.
well maybe thats drawin my attention to the way i feel about all those lists of aggreievences! I'm having real problems with my mum a the moment, I'm 18 so thats okay for now... but it really does piss me off when we hark back to old fights and lay up quotes as 'evidence' for what the other one did that was so 'bad'. when it doesnt bloody matter!.aaggggggggrhhhhhh!!!! My point is... that getting angry with her, as i just have. immediately causes a halt in all of my efforts to understanding and peace and balance! i throw away all of loving attitudes and have a tantrum which i then look at and think 'what the f??' that was totally pointless. But It makes me aware that everyone has these issues which are just ego blockages really... if i'm completly honist with myself that is... and I know that we're all here to develop, grow and become more aware... and through that conflicts just cease to matter or deserve any 'feeding' But I totally respect how much strength is required to keep up the quality. So its just inevitable that people get angry and frustrated. But my teacher taught me good once on anger. He should only have to do it once.. but ANYWAY!, there i was in a standing posture for an 45 minutes the pain I cannot tell you...I was just SO maddened i started screaming obscenities at him, like it was his fault! he didn't respond but I had to take my attention back to the stance because I realised it was a waste of energy, and more likely to make him think I couldn't do the challenge. he's so amazing its amazing! because he'd given me exactly the right task. to simply stand still and keep my attention on the best alignment for the flow of energy. he just percieves what i do and i think the knowledge that theres somebody realised with you, removes the temptation to 'let off steam' by getting all angry and blameful. at the time i'd learnt that pain is a personal experience but your the only one whos responsible for it, even though i began to direct my frustration at him it was just a temporary blip, and happened for all sorts of reasons. I was in extreme pain, and confused, i was angry because i was jealous of his self discipline and therefore serenity, and also crying out for help, like 'i can't bear this, it's your fault and your mean!' But honistly what would have been the point in starting a completley ungrounded fight with a master who could kill me or worse lose faith in my ability to learn??!!! It was a ridiculous notion but because i value so much what he sees and i dont, i stopped, checked the reasons for shouting out, noticed it was going to ruin my stance and just let it go. i needed totalk to him about it and he said its natrual to feel jealous but you don't need to steal you can develop the qualities yourself. that when your angry its because you desire something and there exists in human nature the desire to make other beings suffer, like running over birds on the road, or much worse.. But the challenge for me was to check my anger straight away and see the way it was just a deviation for assuming responsibilty for my own pain. oh god, now i just want to apologise to all the poeple i've hurt....I have no idea what i wanted to say on this post anymore. I think i was trying to talkabout the general struggle with pain and blame...oh yes!!!! that was it this thread s brought me back to the search for clarity....which is a word that makes me think of a clear still lake, i guess that is symbolic of the nature of the tao and ultimate wisdom or whatever It is i am somewhere inside striving for!. errrrrrr This thread has made me want that kind of clarity again! because of the obviousness that everyone here has greatly similar intersets and its currently in the growing process of trying to figure out just what it is we are talking about! but i don't think there s any point in trying to dictate what it is we are allowed or supposed to be disscusing because its really just a very interesting thread with loads of interesing people on it, and theres a grandmaster willing to answer any of our interests! . oh yeah and people r saying how bits of this are over their head, or confused but thats what teachers are for. they are weird and wonderful and teach in wired ways but that because they understand so much more than we do and have that desired clarity that just goes straight to the root, anyway i could ramble on forever and ever but i'v got a counselling app. YAY! to find out what more iv got to say. It never has a point i just ramble and then pause to think, wouldn't silence and clarity be nice?! then lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
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